Jagged
pieces of broken glass
Strewn
all over the tar road
Brown
stains matting the shine
Muted
reflections of the light around.
Cars
crisscross over in daily commotion
Screeching
to a halt when the light turns red
A
beggar steps over in unmindful passage
In
search of food among the roadside garbage.
Innocent
eyes form a silent plea
As
realities of life start crowding me
To
the rushing ‘Goliaths’ without control
Another
life gets snuffed on the highway of Hell.
The
world starts revolving around me
Pictures
whiz past out of reach
I
stretch out my hand as far as I can
And
my fingers barely caress it.
Down
and down further I slip
Deep
in a cavern where lights don’t reach
My
solitary tear turns to stone
Cracking
to dust on the marble floor.
I
pick up a broken glass
Dark
blotches stain the pristine floor
The
beggar’s head hangs in shame
Choking
on his breath again and again.
I
see the world go by
Trickles
of sand through my fingers
I
have tried but failed
To
hold onto them a little longer.
The
window opens to reveal the sky
With
the sun in its glory, scorching bright
Covering
the surrounding in painful glow
Getting
reflected on the marble below.
My
face cringes away from the light
And
my fingers make a futile try
To
block the pain out of sight
Away
from my wings of flight.
As
if the sun dazzling above
Scorches
the feathers of the flying dove
Which
never before had flown so high
But
today it did to caress the sky.
Staggering
ahead I start to grope
My
hands feel numb, without feelings
Like
a car with a broken steering
Where
the hell am I going?
I
search for hope
With
despair filling up my soul
Something
feels stuck within
Cutting
deeper more and more.
Reaching
far, deep inside
I
grab the wheel
Jabbing
my fingers within the gears
Trying
to bring a semblance of control.
My
dream floats away
I
wish for a slow motion replay
To
get a chance again
To
catch the morning sun’s ray.
To
look at things I wished to see
The
way it didn’t turn out to be
But
a second chance never comes
In
this sad world of broken glass.
Copyright©
Anirban Sarkar, 26th October 1998



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