Sunday, July 27, 2014

Song of Stone - I

Jagged pieces of broken glass
Strewn all over the tar road
Brown stains matting the shine
Muted reflections of the light around.

Cars crisscross over in daily commotion
Screeching to a halt when the light turns red
A beggar steps over in unmindful passage
In search of food among the roadside garbage.

Innocent eyes form a silent plea
As realities of life start crowding me
To the rushing ‘Goliaths’ without control
Another life gets snuffed on the highway of Hell.

The world starts revolving around me
Pictures whiz past out of reach
I stretch out my hand as far as I can
And my fingers barely caress it.

Down and down further I slip
Deep in a cavern where lights don’t reach
My solitary tear turns to stone
Cracking to dust on the marble floor.

I pick up a broken glass
Dark blotches stain the pristine floor
The beggar’s head hangs in shame
Choking on his breath again and again.

I see the world go by
Trickles of sand through my fingers
I have tried but failed
To hold onto them a little longer.

The window opens to reveal the sky
With the sun in its glory, scorching bright
Covering the surrounding in painful glow
Getting reflected on the marble below.

My face cringes away from the light
And my fingers make a futile try
To block the pain out of sight
Away from my wings of flight.

As if the sun dazzling above
Scorches the feathers of the flying dove
Which never before had flown so high
But today it did to caress the sky.

Staggering ahead I start to grope
My hands feel numb, without feelings
Like a car with a broken steering
Where the hell am I going?

I search for hope
With despair filling up my soul
Something feels stuck within
Cutting deeper more and more.

Reaching far, deep inside
I grab the wheel
Jabbing my fingers within the gears
Trying to bring a semblance of control.

My dream floats away
I wish for a slow motion replay
To get a chance again
To catch the morning sun’s ray.

To look at things I wished to see
The way it didn’t turn out to be
But a second chance never comes
In this sad world of broken glass.

Copyright© Anirban Sarkar, 26th October 1998

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