I am different

Oh, the colours I see. 
Wriggling, myriad and smoky flames
They are my thoughts, my speech and my emotions
will it connect to all those I love
Or fly away in the blue
Yonder and away
Mingling in my dreams, since I don't speak 
And give words to all that I feel 
I will scratch and I may pinch
Don't punish me, it's the yeast
I want to play and also make friends 
It's the lead which comes in my way
I curse the Mercury in the mmr
Just my luck,let's fight this war
For in your success is my win too
Then at last I can say, I love you too.